Lying

When is okay to lie? Who is it okay to lie to? Once you lie once your life is just a lie then you wonder what is my life all about. No one in this world can ever say that they have never told a lie before. Whether or not we notice or even care lying hurts the person that you are close to. It makes them start to pull away from you. They no longer want to be apart of your life. They feel like you don't care about anyone but yourself when you do tell that lie. Sometimes we tell those lies to protect people though. To protect how they feel. We never want to see people get hurt intentionally. Sometimes people don't know how to react when you tell them the truth they just go off into the big old rage and it scares you. So how do we know when to use a lie. The answer is never. We should always be truthful with someone else and we should always be truthful with ourselves no matter how much it may hurt it matters. It matters because we want to always be close with that person and never want to lose them out of our lives. So this is the only thing that we can do. Even if you don't care about this person a whole lot it still is not okay to lie to them. It may hurt them still. So on my end I'm closing this with saying that it is never okay to lie to anyone at anytime. When you lie to someone remember that you are lying to yourself.

Music

It's everywhere, in your house, at your school, down the street, in the car in many places. That's right I'm talking about music. You can't escape it. No matter where yo go it will always be with you. It's even in you hair. When you take that first brush stroke you hear a sound and that sound is music. Whether it makes a loud sound when your hair is dry ar a soft sound when your hair is soft. The driping of water in the sink, drip drop drip drop. Everytime you move your foot it makes a sound. Whether it be on rocks, gravel, or on grass. It all makes music. See music is a beat that we make. Every person has a daily beat. It is their normal routine that people don't even realize. Even when the brush their teeth it is music. Peopl do it in the same way all the time so througout the whole day this song is going through your head. That's what the normal routine is. When girls are walking down the street and they have on heels and you her click clack click clack it is there beat and even if they don't know it they are signing it in their head and counting their steps. Trying to keep up with the pace of the music. They even count the steps. They go 1, 2, 3, 4 and so on. Nature is one big musical park. Every bird that whistles is playing a song. So you see music is everywhere.

When You Left Me

Sometimes you just always want to give up, but no matter what happens you can't, I can't. We need each other to keep one another up. I will always needs someone to lean on, you will always need someone to lean on. We need each other. I could never survive without you, how could you survive without me. We went together like two pea in a pod, we were like a puzzle. Something that was kind of easy to put together but hard to figure out from the beginning. Now your gone you have left me and I have nothing or no one anymore. You were my left to my right. I was your right to your left. Now all I think about is you. The things we used to do. I don't understand why i still think about you. Maybe in some crazy world I still care about you a whole lot. I may even still love you. Just yestesday I thought about the days you made me smile, laugh, and even angry at times. Throughout the whole thing though all I seemed to realize was that no one could replace you. You were a shinig star in my eyes. I didn't want you to go any place but I understood that you had to. Even thought you didn't think that you were important and mattered to anybody you mattered to me. You always will matter to me. Nothng you do will ever make you fall out of my good graces. I never want you to do anything to hurt yourself. If you did I don't know what I would do. I just want you to understand that even though we're not together. I will never forget you. You have taught me many things and I never wnat to forget you. I want you to always be in my life no matter what happens. Your just that one person that I have found.
You Are My Forever Person

People

There are many different types of people. You have different colored ones and different shaped ones and everything. Everybody is different, no two people are the same. Even if they are twins they still aren't the same. Whether it be your personality or your looks. Have you ever just sat down and looked at everyone and everything that had passed you? Have you ever tooked notice of the people around you? Looked at the things like what color are their eyes, what color do they wear the most often, how do they wear their hair, what color is their hair? All of these question come into my mind when i sit down and take a look at different people. Their are round, small, short and tall people.

High School is like the Jungle

As you walk through the doors of the brand new place, the place where this is suppose to be the beginning of your new life. You’re the fresh person, the new face. You may already know people in this jungle and they might turn out to be the ones that determine your fate in the end. On that first day you may sit around by yourself wondering, thinking where do I fit in in this crowd of people. Sometimes you may think you fit in nowhere and that is where you belong permanently. You look around and you try to decide which group is which. You got the “popular” people who think that everyone loves and wants to be them. Then there is the geek squad who no one really associates with unless they really need them. Then you have everyone in between them. The principal is like the head lion the one that you are afraid of. Then there are all the lionesses a.k.a, the teachers that hunt for the head lion. Sometimes you may feel like they are hunting for you but they really

Camp Johaire

There is only one place in the world i would rather be. Camp Johaire! This is a holy place for me. It literally is holy ground. I go to this christian camp every year, and now no more. They have taught me such things as learning how to begin to love myself the way I am. People think that I am crazy for wanting to go to a christian camp year after year, but I just tell them that I love this place and it gives me my piece of happiness. It is the only place I am safe, the only place I feel sane, the only place I love to live life, the only place where I never feel like giving up at all. Every time I get up there all of my problem are lifted off my shoulder. It is like something has enlightened me. I felt like they were the only people who truly, I mean really cared about me deep down inside and now it is all gone, all because of a stupid inspection after summer of 08'. Even though my first and second year there after we did some really stupid things Brother Joe continued to let us come back. He believed in us just that much that we could change our ways that he allowed for us to come back and worship with them for two weeks.This holy place is the only holy stable thing in my life at this moment and time.

What Makes Me Me?

There are many different things that makes up a person, for example your family, friends and the things around you. Everything that you go through helps make you you. Often time you question what makes you. I question it all the time what make me. I know that my parents play a role in that. I can be controlling like my father but worried like my mother. I can be kind like my mother and cold-hearted like my dad. Those are just some of the things that make up me. People say that you are a reflection of your friends. I believe that to be true. You always got the friend who has the mean side of you then the friend that is the kind side of you and so on and so forth. All the experience and the struggles that people go through help make you also. My struggles has been staying in one place and finding happiness. I have moved around a lot in the past couple of years, which hasn't been the best thing for me but sometimes I think that it was necessary for that to happen. I struggle finding a place of where I belong, I know that I have friends but most of the time I often feel alone. I found out that all the things and people that you go through help make you you, so know I know what makes me me.